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The Human Disorder, Part 2

by CJ6.5

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1.
Climate change (Climate change) Isn't real (Is happening) Look around (Look it up) Do you see snow? (The temperature) That's winter (Has been rising) Every year (Every year) The seasons change (It's documented) It's common sense (In great detail) If you don't like it (Deforestation) Plant a tree (Bees are dying) I don't care (Greenhouse effect) I'm not buying (Six more years) A **** Tesla (Until the damage) When our economy (Of global warming) Depends on oil (is permanent) And by the way (By the way) The globe is fake (It is a globe) Don't believe (The evidence is) What NASA says (Everywhere) They're lying thieves (I'm sorry but) Professional (Your beliefs are) Photo shoppers (Pseudoscience) God said (There is no god) We're the chosen (All religion) People in this (Is a scam) Dome that is (The planets move) Orbited (Around the sun) By the sun (Existence is) Just look up (Meaningless) You'll see the truth (You're not special) Speaking of (And speaking of) Being special (Seeing the truth) There are only (There are more than) Two genders (Two genders) If you can simply (Gender is not) Make one up (The same as sex) Then I identify (It's more than that) As an attack helicopter (Both bickering) Use common sense I KNOW THE TRUTH! "Do you understand how Dunning-Kruger works?" "I don't understand how anything you refer to even makes sense, brother, what is that?" "Dunning-Kruger" "Yeah, what is that?" "It's where the stupidest person in the room thinks they're the smartest" "Is your name Dunning Kruger? Like, what are you gonna come out with next? Occam's Razor? The simplest explanation is that I'm an idiot?"
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What is on your mind, truth seeker? Why don't you come up to the front of class? Share some of the wisdom you've gained From a lifetime being better than all of us What is the matter? Are you feeling a little shy? But you have lived such a fulfilling life Could it be that you're starting to realize That you've been in the wrong room all this time? (They're not ignoring your emails cause you made a complete fool of yourself - They're just intimidated by your overwhelming talent!) How am I supposed to be the one who brings order When I too was born with the human disorder I can't be your rock, ain't made of brick and mortar I too am suffering from the human disorder You're looking for a hero but you can't afford her Everyone's afflicted by the human disorder I'm never gonna be the one who brings order Cause I too am suffering from the human disorder (I'm just a few boards shy, just a few boards shy, just a few boards shy of a warehouse I'm just a little bit high, just a little bit high, just a little but high on myself now I'm just a couple nails shy, just a couple nails shy, just a couple nails shy of a toolbox I'm just a little bit high, just a little bit high, just a kitty-cat stuck in a hot-box) (You can't have it all You can try to save hundreds by getting a vaccine And still die from it yourself in a cruel twist of irony You can choose to "save the planet" by choosing paper over plastic And end up costing someone their job And have no idea they're now broke and alone because of you While you get off thinking about the tree you saved During your 45-minute shower) So whom have you inspired today? Did you change any lives, blow some minds today? Of course not, you're nothin' Nothing you could write or say Or do or play could take the pain of mediocrity away Just think of all the time that you've wasted Dreaming and scheming, but never achieving Now look up at the stars, take a deep breath And give up How am I supposed to be the one who brings order When I too was born with the human disorder I can't be your rock, ain't made of brick and mortar I too am suffering from the human disorder You're looking for a hero but you can't afford her Everyone's afflicted by the human disorder I'm never gonna be the one who brings order I too am suffering from the human disorder
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"I spend all day long hoping for something amazing to happen, something great, something to appreciate this day, and to be a part of it... I think I'm a normal girl... normal life... not interesting enough to know anything about. But I want to be... I want people to know that I'm here... I don't want to cease to exist."
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Love the fetus, hate the child Prevent the lessers from getting too wild Let boys be boys, and punish the girls Remind these women that it's a man's world (Love the fetus, hate the child Prevent the lessers from getting too wild Let boys be boys, and punish the girls Remind these women that it's a man's world) Love the fetus, hate the child Love the fetus, hate the child Love the fetus, hate the child Love the fetus, hate the child Piercing Blue eyes Perfect Ivory skin Curly golden hair on their little heads ("Why would you want to hurt me?") Gazing up to the heavens above Frozen on the billboards They silently plead ("Don't let them hurt me") ("Don't hurt me") ("Don't kill me, don't kill me, don't kill me") Who do you think you're protecting? "All life is sacred" you say? What kind of life do you think awaits this one? Her dad's a rapist Her mom is adolescent Grandma disowned her Grandpa was never present And still you keep repeating "All lives" "All lives are sacred" "Every life is a gift" You say they're all perfectly made in "God's image" What about the boy whose skull is a tomb? What about the girl whose bones are breaking inside the womb? What about the child destined to suffer for being different? What gives you the right to force them to their doom? You still think you're entitled to women's bodies And everything inside You know, I'm starting to think You don't really care about children at all You're just protecting your pride ("You all are making the decision to strip away the choice from children who have already had their choice and innocence ripped away from them") Our kids are not your weapons Your god is not a god Our kids are not your weapons Your god is not a god at all Appoint yourselves rulers of Gilead (Love the fetus, hate the child) They won't look up for salvation (Love the fetus, hate the child) Appoint yourselves rulers of Gilead (Love the fetus, hate the child) They won't look up for salvation (Love the fetus, hate the child) They'll look north (Love the fetus, hate the child) "Some of you say you are pro-life; what about my life?" (Love the fetus, hate the child) "How much longer is recess?"
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“Today’s story - A glimmer of hope: Citizens can now apply for medically-assisted suicide as an alternative to being homeless” “Meet the robot pollinator that aims to replace all bees by 2035” “Apple has seen a rise in sales of the latest iPhone, as users say its new-and-improved cameras make it even easier to film police brutality in the highest resolution! In other news, the rise of shock content going viral on social media: creators say there is no need to write sketches or parodies anymore: ‘the content creates itself’” “Hey Gamers! Did you know E-girls are now joining the military as part of a new Snapchat trend? Don’t miss your chance to die for your country and score with a real gamer girl!” “Researchers have figured out a way to recycle consumer waste… by turning it into food!” “Hey tired moms! Tired of juggling work and family? Now you can bring your family to work with the new CribDesk™!” “Tonight at 6: an in-depth look at how the government is solving the waste worker strike crisis by firing all waste management workers and replacing them with prison inmates. “The savings for taxpayers have been tremendous” “A former med school professor who is now retired has been staying at her university, offering free medical exams, saving struggling students thousands of dollars in medical bills” “Lionel Dahmer is enjoying the fruits of his son Jeffrey’s celebrity status, as dozens of female fans throw underwear at his house everyday”
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IIT 03:57
Research in various countries has found that internet users who view an excess of disturbing content online can develop the same symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder as people who have experienced trauma directly, including anxiety, paranoia, insomnia, and hallucinations. Wake up Middle of the night “Where’s my phone?” Turn to the right Get another hit Sweet dopamine In spite of The horrors you've seen Dead faces Heavily armed racists Screaming teenagers murdered in real time Car crashes Spliced between ads for crypto And psychopaths hacking felines Plus hundreds of other atrocities You try not to think about too much Tragedy is normalcy you can’t believe You’re still craving more, it’s just (Internet-induced trauma) Another hour or 3, your eyes are swimming in the filth of humanity until you realize it's 6 AM and you work at 8, but you don't want to think of the commute, you need a reset from all the terror, so maybe you scroll through some good old memes for a while until it's 715 and you start to panic. This is the morning routine of millions of people worldwide. And the worst part is you can't talk about it because people are just gonna ask "where did you see all this?" and you'll have to say "oh I saw it on reddit or Facebook or YouTube or TikTok or 4chan or whatever" or maybe for simplicity's sake you would just say "oh it's on the Internet" and they'll say "oh well that's your problem. You need to get off your damn phone. Problem solved." But the symptoms persist: Dissociation Fake conversations How would you handle situation x Should you invest in a weapon Cause you never know what's gonna come next It's not healthy carrying all these secret scars with no reason or context Say it’s over, but before the day is over you still want more It's that (Internet-induced trauma) [Epilogue] Every day you wake up, you're faced with a choice: Do you decide to make a conscious effort to seek the light in yourself and in the world around you? Or do you allow yourself to fall apart, Embracing complacency, darkness, and decay? The choice is yours, and yours alone. So ask yourself, "What's my next move?"

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This is a project I worked on in secret over the last 5 months - a punishing dive into various strange and unique conditions experienced by humans in the digital age.

In the next chapter, the listener will be given the chance to choose their own path: seek a more enriching life with The Logoleptic Nefelibata (begins 2023), or embrace the darkness in The Stygian Metanoia (begins 2024).

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released December 10, 2022

Everything done by CJ6.5 between June and December 2022 except where indicated in the individual track notes.

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