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The Human Disorder, Part 1

by CJ6.5

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We were never meant to be here We are an ugly growth on the face of a beautiful planet And what keeps us growing? What compels us to perpetuate ourselves And keep multiplying clones without purpose? For most of us, it's fear Fear of the unknown Fear of the void of death Fear of the infinite silence that will drown out Every voice which validates our existence Fear is the voice that tells us To eat more, Drink more, Buy more, Post more pictures of ourselves doing nothing Compete for titles that mean nothing Lying to each other Pretending that one of us is worth more than the rest Pretending we're all more than parasites Filling every crevice of a body that never wanted us But I like to think That for some of us It's the knowledge that we are just visitors That we should bind with each other To help leave this place better than we found it For some of us, What keeps us growing Is the hope That one day we might become The antidote Instead of the disease
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Nobody better leave the house Nobody better go outside Because the radical's on the loose Killing anyone who hurts their pride Nobody wanna leave the house Nobody wanna go outside And if you ever try to speak your mind Radicals gonna eat you alive There you stand at the Capitol doors Nobody but God on your side Pocket Bible in your left hand Pocket pistol in your right You told yourself that you survived the war So you're gonna be just fine But when the windows start to shake A thousand needles hit your spine You had a feeling this would be your day But you never thought you'd have to lay down your life, though Not standing for the way that's true Just standing in the way of a few thousand psychos They put the batter ram to the glass Until the whole damn door breaks loose One gets a bullet in the neck And the rest put you in the news, now you realize You never should have left the house You never should have went outside Last thing that you get to see is the smile in your mother's eyes You never should have left the house You never should have went outside How are they gonna tell the world The real reason you had to die
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Before we even play these, we want to warn you what you are about to hear is disturbing.
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I have nothing left to say... All I can do is sit back and shake my head, as I watch the inevitable unfold... Hate The very thought of love No words to describe it "The vibe's just really off" Scared Of things you can't explain Is it a breakdown, Or how we've always been? Your faces As hard as your hearts They brought you together To watch you fall apart In other places This shit is nothing new How do they feel Now that it's finally happening to you?
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Every day is a good day to renew your trauma Get caught up in some new drama Become an expert in everyone's problems Knowing damn well you will never solve a single one You start every morning the same way Pick up your phone and scroll the day away Before you know, it's half past noon And you're praying Apocalypse will come soon It's no wonder you have so much trouble trying to leave the house You've spent the last couple of months in the basement Trying to remember where the "good old days" went But today will be different Today you will seize it - today you will pick up the pieces You're gonna pick up some groceries And maybe call your mother, to tell her you love her (maybe for the last time...?) Okay, okay, okay, try to remember your exercise... Take a deep breath Try to forget everyone's got eyes What you don't realize is You're invisible, just as intended And nobody knows what you're thinking Nobody knows what you're feeling Anyone could be concealing While you're concealing your feelings, someone's concealing a weapon So always have eyes on the exit, otherwise you could be next Triggered by colors That one certain smell Is all that it takes to send you back to that empty hell I wanna be a good person But I'm hurting Every day keeps getting worse And nothing's for certain I'm fighting the urge to cut the curtains
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[Trigger Warning: contains audio of real disturbing events overlaid with harsh noise. Make sure you are in a good head space before listening to this album.]

I present to you, The Human Disorder, Part 1 - an album almost as messed up as the last two years have been.
This is one young man's perspective of the oddities, horrors, and atrocities committed and experienced around the world. In the age of the Internet, where anything can be faked, anyone can take a shot at not only stardom, but political leadership, and any opinion can be memed, mocked, and monetized, it seems that our ability to trust each other and to face adversity in a healthy way is being challenged more now than ever before. It begs the question: are we in the midst of a complete social breakdown, or is it simply the result of centuries of humans just being humans?

Due to the amount of stolen samples, I cannot legally or morally ask to receive money for this album, so enjoy it for free.

This EP continues seamlessly from the final track on The Mourning of the Evening Star, Part 2. Download the EP for a hidden track.

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released June 5, 2022

All tracks written and produced by CJ6.5 between 2020 and 2022, except where noted in individual track credits.

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